This letter is a repost of a strawberry letter from the steve harvey morning show.
Date: 01/30/2008Subject: 20 year old abused girl flighting back to regain her life!
Subject: I'm 20 and bout to lose my mind Dear Shirley and Steve, I am a 20 year old Female in VA, and I need your advice please. Well for the past year I have been holding in a secret that has been eating me up everyday. Back in January of 2007 i was raped by my 17 year old brother while living in my fathers house -- a minister may I add. So I told my father what happen and you know what he did about it -- not a darn thing, he told me that we shouldn't mention anything about this to my stepmother cause it will cause confusion in his household. Then as punishment for my brother he had to do whatever I asked him until he gained my trust back, I didn't ask him for a thing Then in April until May of the same year my father molests me. He would come in my room in the middle of the night when he thought I was sleep and do things. I was not sleep, but I was so afraid of showing him that I wasn't asleep I just laid there praying for him to go away. My father had to go out of town to preach at a church so when he left I called one of my best friends and I moved out, he called everyday acting as if he was so worried about me. So one night I went to church and he was all broken down and crying, until I brought to his attention why I left. I didn't do it in front of anybody and I wasn't loud or disrespectful to him in any way, and he had the nerve to tell me he was being used by the devil because his wife wasn't having sex with him and he was curious about me. At that time and even now I would like to take him by his neck and hurt him, but am I wrong for feeling this way? Please help me, I am at the end of my rope and I am truly hurting because I am to afraid to tell anyone!!! Please help. Sincerely, Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
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